For whatever reason my body will not let me sleep the "regular" 11pm to 7am, or anything near it.
I thus have two options. Either go to bed at 4am, or wake up at 4am.
While, logically, it does not matter which, for some reason, society has decided taking my 8 hours of rest before 4am is "better" than doing it after.
Thus here I am, awake at 4am.